“Why
are you wasting your time here? Go to your home &pursue some other career
(kheti veti karo ghar jaake)“ these were
the encouraging words of “THE DIRECTOR” of our department on my second day of
college for not adhering to the norms of having all kinds of squares (T’s,
set’s..) with me. But everybody faces those rough patches at starting days in
college & from that day on my journey has been quite eventful, as smooth as
a barbed wire. Sarcastic & pinching comments or one can say prejudices like
“you are not fit for architecture or you don’t know even this by the end of
first semester?” have kept my mind busy. It would be wrong if I say that it’s
all bad times here, it gets worse. And those times are jury times.
Though it is not bad for everyone, if you have
absolutely bursting sheets and good rendering abilities, juror might even want
to incorporate your design elements in his own works, no matter how much waste
spaces you have. It never happened to me though, as I never fulfilled the
criteria of jam-packed sheets & good rendering. There is every possibility
that this is pure envy speaking out of me. Still, when you are over with jury,
it is the same feeling a poor peasant gets when he marries off his seventh
daughter. Yes, we people do share the same amount of pressure, responsibility
& burden. But at the end of a semester we have a proof of our hard labour
work, we have our SHEETS. Sheets
which are the closest companion of an architectural student, one might give up his
girlfriend to someone but never his sheet. They are one of the few things which
we cherish in our student life. Yes for sure there are ‘few’.
Site
visits & educational trips (they seldom involve any site analysis or
education) are surely memorable. Then there is NASA convention, which I can say
without any second thought is unsurpassed among all school/college trips.
Competitions, events, trophies, rock bands, D.J’s colleges from every part of
the country and sometimes even outside & pretty & good people of those
colleges make this experience one of a lifetime. Another
thing that fills your heart with immense joy is when the date of submission
postpones right in the class, when you are literally doing anything on butter
sheet to merely fill them & pretending the reason for your incomplete
submission is the hard work done behind evolving concept. But the most joyous
moment(academically speaking) is when
you get a ‘good work’ remark on your sheet after a night out(in architecture
‘night out’ means drafting a sheet for the whole night, with a severe effect on
your eyes & back), which i must tell you seldom happens. But after the same
night out when you get a ‘repeat’ & on that sheet you just feel like
rolling up that sheet giving it to that
faculty for its apt usage(in short ‘batti banaake....’). There is every
possibility of a nervous breakdown when you get a B.C. sheet repeat or your
design gets rejected. But, we ‘archies’ as a creed have somehow unimaginably
strong hearts and central nervous systems, which still keep on going.
There
is a very famous line, “rejection is an important part of life” & I am damn
sure measure of its importance & occurrence is nowhere more than in an
architectural student’s life. The most ironic rejection we have to face is when
not your planning but your concept doesn’t excites design faculty & you are
told to think something different, something like, thinking with their minds.
To tackle this problem, you need some philosophical hint in your concepts &
a good vocabulary to boost it. With your heavy words & your sensitivity
towards global warming, energy conservation, socio-economical problems &
issues that your designs cannot help even 0.001%, some people might think
“he/she is too good for this place”. Again this could be the envious part of my
mind which creates my concepts, as most of my ‘great concepts’ are generally
mocked upon by faculty.
But
you should just stick up to your ideas as long as you believe in them, because
everything happened positive or negative, good or bad, called for or uncalled
for, in these past four years have pushed me towards the title “AR.” Whatever
said or done to me was fair or unfair, nobody can judge accurately, but i have
realised one thing that architecture is worth all this & nothing of this
stuff will bother you if you will remember one thing that ‘your thoughts are
your biggest challenge & you yourself are your biggest competitor’.
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